Hoping that you enjoy your time at your grandmothers!

   Have a Blessed day!

   I love you tons!,

         Jewel

HEART HUGS AND PRAYERS!

((((((((((((((((((((9Ashley))))))))))))))) I'm so sorry for your heartache!  I wish that I was there to give you a REAL Hug and talk!

   KNOW that I LOVE YOU DEARLY!,

              Jewel

LMAO!

tetete.
XD

And im glad your happy :)))
I had to comment because of the tetete.
and let you know it was funny.

(((((((((((((((((Ashley)))))))))))))) Sorry that you were feeling sad and jealous! You're the BEST and I LOVE YOU DEARLY!!!!!!

   Be sure to mail me something...I really need your letters and will write back.

  I'm proud of you and love you!,

             Jewel

hi again ! thankyou<3 i'm glad you like it. :] i sure hope so...i'm getting there though. there's only like 3 weeks of school left so that's good. :D and thanks, gotta love photobucket.commmm<3 ahaha!

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

awe, i'm sorry about nick. i know how it feels. it can hurt to move on. <//3 but stay strong hun!! you'll come across a guy and things will work, i promise. :] good luck with those new guys too, maybe one of them will turn out to be really nice. :D have a nice weekend!!

&&thankyou<3 i'm doing a bit better now since it's the weekend...hopefully next week i won't run into him as much. D: anyway, thanks for all the support !

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

((((((((((((((((((Ashley)))))))))))))) I can not thank YOU enough for all of your prayers, support and love.  It deeply touched my heart and means the world to me..YOUR PRAYERS ARE HELPING!

   Please send me an email at jewelietsparkles@hotmail.com   I have misplaced your address...and I will email you back. 

     I'm soooooooo very proud of you for being so close to graduation! YOU DID IT! YAY You!

    I pray that your weekend will be FILLED WITH BLESSINGS!

    I look soooooo forward to getting your letters!

  I love you tons!,

       Jewel

that quote is sooo true. i've actually been thinking along the lines of that with all this drama with my boyfriend going on lately, and it's made me feel a lot better. :] sounds like things are going pretty good with you....lucky you get to get out of school next week though, i still have like five or four weeks before school ends for me. D:

&&thanks<3 ahh, you're right i forgot to add that to my entry lol. i was kinda short on time so i did it kinda fast. xD anyway, his name is Kryptkeeper51 and if you read his latest entry you can read all about everything. and thankyou<3 your comment was so touching. :D i'm really glad you like my diary and thanks for the fav!!

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Ashe,

I didn't call last night because I wasn't feeling too well. I'm sorry. Talk to you later.

Chad

(((((((((((((((((((Ashley)))))))))))))) Seeing your smiling face made me smile so BIG! You are such a doll!

   Thank YOU sooooooo much for the note and for thinking to send me a letter and pics...I will be very excited to receive them- what a GIFT! I will email you my address later this afternoon!

   Thank YOU for the note..I am soooooooo very proud of you for sticking with school and completing it! A BIG- GO YOU!!!!!

    Thank YOU for the Mother's Day wish- that meant so very much to me! Added so much Joy to my heart and day!

     Didn't talk to Jess yesterday...she tried to call while I was gone..I tried to return her call twice- no answer...I guess she was busy on her game...We did have a nice long chat on Friday...that was a GREAT Blessing to me!

      Wayne has been a bit moody lately...But we're making it.

    Thank YOU sooooo much for your prayers, your support, your love.

    Have a Blessed Day!

   I love you tons,

         Jewel

Love the pics Ashe

Chad

Lol ugly!!

I'm glad you enjoyed the conversation, I did too. Talk to you soon.

Chad

It was such a Blessing to hear from you! I'm sooooo very proud of you and love you dearly! Thank YOU sooooooooo much for the prayers!

  Have a blessed day!,

          Jewel

Nice pics of both of you. Take care.

Chad

Happy friday to you too

..xx

comment me

nice picz..

Alice.xx

glas1221.xx

Ashley, Good to hear from you again, I wondered what happened to you.

Take Care.

Chad

(((((((((((((((Ashley)))))))))) Heart Hugs! I LOVE the quotes! They inspired me and made me smile!

 Thank YOU for the sweet note and the love that you always send my way! YOU are a REAL BLESSING! And I thank God for bringing you into my life.

   I am soooooooo very proud of you for staying in school and completing it. YAY YOU!

   I pray that your day will be FILLED with BLESSINGS!

   I love you tons,

       Jewel

Ashley,

Nice pics, pink is a good color for you, lighter colors would probably work better on you, like pink. Just a suggestion, I wouldn't call myself a fashion expert in any way shape or form...lol. Take care

Chad

Dear Sister Ashley,

   You are such a doll! Seeing your beautiful face always makes me smile!

    Thank YOU sooooooo much for the Love and Prayers...Those prayers are making a world of difference, strenghtening me and filling me with Hope and Joy!  Thank YOU for letting me know that you pray for me- that means the world to me!

    I'm soooooo very proud of you and all that you have accomplished this year!  Go YOU!

    KNOW how very much I love you!

   Have a Blessed day!,

       Jewel 

Ashley, nice pictures. Who's skylar?

Take Care.

Chad

congrats on the new relationship

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[rayenmae85]

I'm sorry your trip was cancelled. That must have really sucked. Take  care.

Chad

(((((((((((((((Ashley))))))))))) How very much I miss you when you are away! You are such a Blessing in my life.

  Thank YOU soooooo much for your prayers -they are needed and appreciated more than words can express.

    I'm sorry that your trip was cancelled...But beleive that it's for the best as you said!  No need to open those emotional wounds and temptations. Keep being true to yourself!

     YAY about School! I'm soooooo very proud of you!

    Congrats on the check and new phone.

   Know that my prayers and love are with you always,

                  Jewel

Goodnight Ashley, sleep well tonight. Take care.

Chad

((((((((((((((((((Ashely)))))))))))))))))) So glad to read that things are going good with your job!

  Glad that you are handling the break up so well!

    Love the pics..made me smile..you look beautiful!

   Have a Blessed week!

   I love you!,

       Jewel

prettyness piccss as usuallll:)
loveess x x x
ps. i like the first picture of yours too :D

Vpretty my dear, as usual.!

happy easterrr!
dont get too sick on chocolatee haha

ilyyyy xx

Thank you for your comment Ashley. I appreciate it. Take care and I'm here too, if you need someone to talk to.

Chad

Nice pics,

i'll talk to you soon, once my head is clearer.

Chad

Be careful not to work yourself to death, Spring Break would be no fun dead........lol.....Take care.

Chad

P.S. Sorry for the short comments

Ashley, I'm going to thank you anyway, that's the way I was raised. So, thank you for being my friend. Take care.

Chad

immaa add your new diary! :)

xxxxxx

Ashley,

It's good to hear from you. I wondered what happened. I wish I had things to fill my days with like you do. Being me is pretty boring. One question and it's probably a stupid one: What's Crossfire? Talk to you soon.

Chad

Well, I can comment after all.........Thank you Ashley for your words of encouragement and congrats on your job, I hope everything goes well for you. Take Care.

Chad

ashley marie!
sorry hun that i havnt been comenting you back ive been ultra busy.!
thats great about the life gaurding job :)
wow so close to graduating eh? THATS SOOPER EXCITING!
.ps. TELL ME YOUR NEW DIARYS NAME ASAP!
eeeeek!

xx

Oh, and tomight's the night I need you and everyone to tell me to go to bed, I have to work in the morning. I have to be up by six am. Talk to you soon.

Chad

Ashley,

I'm glad you and James are getting along now. Congratulations on the job. Take care.

Chad

((((((((((((((((((((Ashley)))))))))))))) I'm so glad that you and James were able to talk things through and to get things back on track! YAY!

   Congrats on the new job! Go YOU! That has me smiling so BIG! I'm very proud of you!

     Let me know if you start another diary.

   I love you TONS,

         Jewel

Ashley,

You're welcome and thank you. You help me as much as I help you. It's ok to grieve, it's a process which has no time limit. I'm having a rotten day, but it'll get better. My emotions are all screwed up today. Take care.

Chad

(((((((((((((((ashley))))))))))))) Major heart hugs for your sadness dearone!  

  I pray that today is a better day for you!

  I was glad to read that you had a good weekend!

    Thank YOU soooooo much for the loving note and prayers...Knowing that you have been praying for me means the world to me and I feel that it HAS made a BIG difference!

   Thank You for being such a good and faithful sister to me!

   I love you tons,

      Jewel

Ashley,

Thank you and you're welcome. If we could go back in time, the world would be a very different and probably a very perfect place, maybe. I think at the very least, you'll get reassurance from God, if not more. You sound like me in saying that maybe you were meant to be single. Nobody is meant to be single, although for some reason it happens. I'll continue praying for you. Maybe you and Nick will be close friends, or more in the future. It took awhile, but me and my first wife get along fine now as friends.Take care and hang in there.

Chad

it's always hard to let go.

i don't think we ever truly do.

-erica.

Ashley

I wish I could tell you that things will be better soon, but I don't know that for a fact. I'm sitting at the 8 month mark also, but I haven't dealt with the separation and/or the divorce and moved on yet....My thoughts and prayers are with you. Take care.

Chad

Ashley,

Thank you for your kind comments. I hid my emotions behind walls for a long time, until I met Melissa. It took her less than a day to break down the walls. That and the other indicators that we were meant to be drew me to her instead scaring me away. I wasn't scared with Melissa, I trusted her completely from the word go. We had 2 and a half good years before everything went bad and fell apart. I wish, I hope, that someday this can be fixed. Speaking of fixed, which I am, if we get back together, I hope to be able to get my vasectomy reversed. I want a baby with her, she wanted a baby for awhile also. Here I go dreaming again. This is one dream that doesn't seem like it will fade with time. I'm talking about everything, not just the baby. I want our dream back. Take care Ashley, talk to you later.

Chad

um...

alright...

this is me...

www.myspace.com/chasiti2010

Ashley,

Thank you for the comment and good luck with the job interview and also with James. Take care.

Chad

((((((((((((((((((((Ashley)))))))))))) Thank YOU for  your note and caring..Hearing from you always lifts my spirit and makes me smile.

    Sounds like you had a busy weekend...Glad to know that you have such  good friends in your life.

 I'm proud of you for all of the efforts with school. Go YOU!

  My meds have been helping me to stay sober but are causing me some bipolar symptoms.

  Your prayers are GREATLY appreciated!

   Things with Wayne have been better- thanks for asking!

   Update soon.

   Love you tons,

      Jewel

LOVEEE the pics!

you got some purtee blue eyes. =]]!

haha ily.

-erica.

*cute*

lol

<333

xoxoxoxoxoxxo

Happy Valentines to YOU DearOne!

   Wayne and I aren't doing well..Please say a prayer for us!

   I love you tons!,

          Jewel

That's really cute!

  Glad to read that you had fun with your cousin!

   I mailed your letter today!

   KNOW that I send you MUCH LOVE,

             Jewel

glad you liked it :) there are a bunch of poems in my diary your more than welcome to read as well :)

((((((((((((((((Ashley)))))))))))) You have a Beautiful heart and attitude concerning Nick...Go YOU! 

    Praying over your schooling!

   Love you!,

      Jewel

((((((((((((((((ashley)))))))))))))) Major heart Hugs!

   Thank YOU so much for sending me your address...I wrote you a letter and will hopefully get some stamps and get it in the mail soon!

   I was so happy to read that you've been enjoying time with family...that is sooooo important!

   I'm proud of you for working so hard and doing well in school! Go you!!

   I'm sorry to read about the break-up!

   KNOW that I love you Dearly!,

              Jewel

ehe MONDAYS DO SOO SUCK <3
thanks for commenting :)
uhh no no i didnt write that poem myself,
i saw it on a myspace bulliten and was like aww :(

dont worry about robert, he lied. and badly too. and i can tell your hurt, i think u deserve an apollogy.
but hey, there guys andd..dont expect ANYTHING!
xx ally :)

comment!

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Dear Sweet Ashley,

    So glad to hear that Rob will be coming for a visit..I know that makes you happy...thinking of you happy makes me smile!

    Jess isn't planning to move soon...But that could change at anytime. 

    I'm so proud of you too for sticking with school and working so hard. YAY You!

    Sending you MUCH LOVE ALWAYS,

           Jewel

((((((((((((((Ashley)))))))))) Your beautiful pictures have me smiling at you!

   I'm so glad to read all of this good news...You sound sooooo good! And that Blesses my heart!

   I'm soooo proud of you for working so hard in school! Go YOU!

    Thank YOU for the note, the good wishes and the love!

   I love you Dear Sister!,

          Jewel

Dear Sister Ashley,

  Thank YOU soooo much for the sweet note! Hearing from you always makes me smile!

    You are so very dear to me!

   I'm soooooo happy to read that you have such a sweetheart in your life and that you're happy! YAY to the Heavens!

    I'm doing good-just haven't had much time to be online.

  Thank YOU soooooo much for the prayers- that means the world to me.

   KNOW that I send you MUCH LOVE,

              Jewel

cooollll...im sooo happy fer u...he asked u out a day afta my bday...nice nice....lol....

<333

yea.....its a gd thing...lol

xoxoxoxox

[nottyangel]

u really liked it>>>thnx..!!

<33333

stunning hun.
xx ally

lol. when i get bored i take about 100 photos too :]
i really like the 3rd 1 its extreamly stunning hun.

xx ally

third one.

pretty.

Funny p[ics!!!!

Have a Happy New Year!

Kiss you,

Olya!

[Olya]

I  hope love's really worth it

cuz if its not then what are we all living for?

Sure when you're little it's to discover this new world that you've been born into

but by 15/16 that stage is over.

Now you're working and lts face it...if we lived for working...then we'd actually enjoy it and not bitch about going every single day! lol

During middle school and highschool you live for friends.

It's all about being close to your peers and being "best friends" and leanring how to deal with relationships.

All of this is adding up...preparing you for later on in life when you're supposed to fall in love, find someone you can be yourself around, explore more of the world together with, come home to after a bad day at work...and most importantly...to just enjoy being so devoted and in love with someone that you dont ever want to lose them.

I really do hope it's out there. I'm starting to question it myself but I'm praying im wrong and that it does exist....because if not...what's the point of living to be old?

At least if you experience it...regardless of the time frame...you've lived a full life.

Without it....you feel like you dont belong.

((((((((((((Ashley)))))))) Heart Hugs DearOne!  It is normal that you would be thinking of Nick and missing him this time of year.  Remember that you can NOT lose anything God intends for you to have!  If it is meant to be between you and NIck, you two will come back together again. If not, than God has an even better and deeper Love instore for you!  I am sure of it!

   Thank YOU so much for the beautiful pic! It made me smile sooo big!

   I'd love for you to send me one. Email me your email address at jewelietsparkles@hotmail.com and I will mail you my address!

   Thank YOU for thinking of me and for being such a good sister to me!

   Merry Christmas!

   I love you!,

       Jewel 

oh. =]

happy to know it went well. i'm searching for a job myself. slowly. haha. i need to get one soon.

jacob&&erica: confusing. one minute we're fine, the next, it's horrible. i feel like i'm so different from him. me: poetic, musical, wanderer. him: politcal, serious, stern, focused.

i'm none of those. what's a gilr to do? wait. that's what i'm doing. if it doesn't pan up, then there's only one thing....and it's not something i want.

Dear Sweet Ashley,

    Seeing You made me smile soooooo Big! Beautiful eyes indeed!

    Be sure to let us know about the interview.

     Thank YOU for your ongoing love, support and encouragement. You are such a good sister to me!

     KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU!,

           Jewel

very cute pictures.

=]

Aww Thanks love =D

Im glad you liked it .

How are you?

u seem cool so i am addin u to my faves! LOL!

kjb<3

good luck with your interview. =]

i hope things go well love.

take care.

happy friday<3

thank you so much for all ur comments
they always make me smile

:-)

im gonna add u to my faves if u dont mind

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Dear Sweet Sister,

  Forgive my recent absense..I've not been online much and may be off for days again. 

    I'm glad that you will be getting your pics . Will you share them with us?  I hope so!

    Wishing you the best with the job..Let us know what happens.

    Much Love always,

        Jewel

i would think that the guy would do that i wouldnt be bold enough to do either

                                   -Jade

again, thank you.

i really appreciate it.

do you think that will work? what i said?

i sure hope so.

thank you so much.

i think im gonna give him an ultimatum.

im going to look him in the eyes and say "look at me and tell me you dont care about me anymore." if he doesnt have a problem saying it, then i will know its true... but if it doesnt come that easily, then it may be something else.

either way i will have to learn to except it. no matter how long it takes or how much it hurts.

id ask.

but ive never had to be in that situation before... thats just waht i would do.

that was amazing, :]

and yeah. as soon as hes ungrounded i am g